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i really have nothing to say anymore.
so this is going to the last post about it.
just wanna make it clear
in the first place, i have no objection of you being a christian
and the problem does not lie on this
anyway.i almost become a christian in primary school.so why should i have any objections on it.ha!
we kept emphasizing that its not cause of this and i seriously duno why you keep linking two total diferent matters together.
unless you think this is the cause,
which is not!
and i think the friends which i was referring to is not who you think they are
but simply the few idiots you will get to see in school
think that should be all
there is no point being troubled by this anymore
cause im happy with who im now
thank you and goodbye.


forgot about this
ytd sichuan's show was really touching
think it made almost everyone cried
other than those heartless people.haha
someone was simply irritating acting cute with that pathetic face.
alright.back to the main topic
the most touching part was the mum who left a message for her baby
lots of thoughts were going on in my mind
and i sms-ed ruby this
'if inevitable death can cause you to tear for days
what about unforeseen ones like these'
eventually she didnt believe i will say such sentimental things like these
haha.i was also impressed by my own words
just hope that everyone can continue showing support and care for them
fighting!


alright.chinese 'o' just now
was feeling very panicky before the papers
and i made madeleine panic too.haha
shows that we are concern for our results alright
eventually its was crap
so much harder then last year's
cos last year's was like pri 6 standard
kinda regret retaking now
aiya.its over.
dun think i will do well
not like some idiot who got full marks for zong he tian ko
go and die la.
think i will curse myself for the rest of my life if i ever get a b3 for this.
lalala


having lots of thoughts in my mind
but the sad thing is that i just cant put them into words
why cant you just face the reality and make the necessary changes
if you think that your 'friends' now are true to you
then continue to be ignorant and stay in that world forever
cos its when you get out of that world you will know how realistic is this world
im neither being childish nor am i playing with you
cos it is the truth that you have changed
and i hope that you realised that its your friends you had since sec2 or since primary sch are saying this to you


long time since i last posted
midyear is finally over
but i still have nightmares about it
dreamt that is it not over yet and im still mugging
man.thats real scary.
handing over's next monday which is tmr
finally everything is coming to an end
and the happiness sadness agony will be all kept in one part of my brain called memories
haix.time just flies
finished 'time between dog and wolf' in two nights
what an accomplishment
ending was crap
starting a new one recommended by tania
its real crap but its a good way to destress
haha
currently addicted to yanzi's album which bro bought for me
going to baibai tmr round 8 but im still awake now
wth.mom sure gonna give me hell tmr morning while trying to wake me up
time for bed kid


seriously bored now
cant do my homework cos i dun have any a5 book to do the conversation
and i think i have thrown away last year's book cos its no where to be found
mr koh's lesson is getting very boring
not sure whether its the way he is teaching or whether its cos his lesson is mostly after recess -the best time to sleep
but he made it worse by asking us to do work in groups cos we end up complaining about him and looking for words to describe our situation
and indeed
we really found a word which describe our situation perfectly
and the word is ennui -pronounced as on-wee
meaning -listlessness and dissatisfaction resulting from lack of interest; boredom
sorry about that but at least we learnt something


still cant forget what the coach said about her friend
in fact they had really left her behind
they were her friends but they didnt help her out of the trouble
it really reminded me of someone
how can the person be so selfish
though we are all going to end up in different places
but we should at least help one another achieve their goals
how can you just leave you friend there cos you want to get into jc while your friend wants to go to a poly.
and its so contradicting when you say how disgusting they are and end up studying with them
wonder what is going on on your mind


thanks meiyu for the very very very late bday present
but since you put so much effort in it
i shall forgive you.haha
jus realised i havent give you your bday present
but since you gave mine so late.i shall do the same thing
time really fly
its hoc in 33 days
celest is counting down every single days reminding us how much time we have left before we are finally free of all duties
i think life will be so much more relaxing after hoc but we still have chinese o's
only 6 months left but tons to study.
the school is expecting so much from us but no even encouraging us
wth.
teachers are not doing anything much cause they are too stress to do anything
msg are all round 6
which means whole class's failing
what is the school doing other than giving us stress and seeing parents
in the first place, is it even a school.
laughs!